So tired heading to work, this is gonna be a long day.

Did somebody say Jim bruer is coming to town?

Hanging out at home working on paperwork. What a pain. I should just light it on fire.

Pow right in the kisser!

Ahhh Fuck

I gotta complain. I had a fifty fifty week on good and bad. I'm broke, my cars broke, i got a flat tire from some jackass dropping wood pallets on the e-way, got a traffic ticket the same day, my checking account over-drafted for over $120 in charges, my transmission blew up on the e-way ($1400), had to renew registration on four cars $60 bucks a pop, my other work truck is getting new tires $250,

The good - my last contractor check was the largest in the last 3 months, got to go snowboarding yesterday, i have good friends and good family, i have the love of a good woman, i'm healthy, and .....i aint got warrants. Can you think of anything else.

Blend

Two Jobs. Fairly Easy some annoying teenagers in the house that remind you of how much you hated how stupid high school mentality was. The other job could have been fixed over the phone making you think exactly how many miles how much gas and how much time you wasted. You go to the store stop to get a sandwich thinking mmmm I haven't eaten all day and this should taste delicious. The sandwich takes nearly 20 minutes to make and doesn't taste all that great....i forget how much I paid I just wave the magic card. See an old friend that makes you want to break his fat little neck as he chases you to the house. See another old boss, who you have few words for except chit chat and a simple handshake, You don't bother looking him in the eye. Do you think he noticed...? Who cares. Several times you find yourself throwing out obscenities in regular conversation. You think, is that bad? and again Who cares. You watch several tv shows of which you can't remember what you even watched. Eat a obnoxious amount of food to the point you wonder if that feeling in your stomach is the lining of your stomach wall slowly tearing. Nah. Boy there are some ugly people here. I hope karmas not a bitch like gloria says it is.

The day feels like a blend of dark unconsciousness called being, the type that could be easily summed up in a simple 5 minute bad dream. Lets hope thats what it is.

Lazy?

It's strange how you look back and see the things you learned and find that they define you almost entirely. I suppose an example....I was never really good at turning in homework or being on time and figured that neither was a very important, I could always get it done later or make an excuse for being late. Now it's extremely inconvenient to be such a procrastinator. Being a small business owner someone who is the image of their own livelihood, sometimes I think FUCK why didn't I just learn not to be a lazy ass.

Moral of the story. Dont let your kids be lazy asses. Cuz they will just grow up to be older lazy asses.