Blend

Two Jobs. Fairly Easy some annoying teenagers in the house that remind you of how much you hated how stupid high school mentality was. The other job could have been fixed over the phone making you think exactly how many miles how much gas and how much time you wasted. You go to the store stop to get a sandwich thinking mmmm I haven't eaten all day and this should taste delicious. The sandwich takes nearly 20 minutes to make and doesn't taste all that great....i forget how much I paid I just wave the magic card. See an old friend that makes you want to break his fat little neck as he chases you to the house. See another old boss, who you have few words for except chit chat and a simple handshake, You don't bother looking him in the eye. Do you think he noticed...? Who cares. Several times you find yourself throwing out obscenities in regular conversation. You think, is that bad? and again Who cares. You watch several tv shows of which you can't remember what you even watched. Eat a obnoxious amount of food to the point you wonder if that feeling in your stomach is the lining of your stomach wall slowly tearing. Nah. Boy there are some ugly people here. I hope karmas not a bitch like gloria says it is.

The day feels like a blend of dark unconsciousness called being, the type that could be easily summed up in a simple 5 minute bad dream. Lets hope thats what it is.

Lazy?

It's strange how you look back and see the things you learned and find that they define you almost entirely. I suppose an example....I was never really good at turning in homework or being on time and figured that neither was a very important, I could always get it done later or make an excuse for being late. Now it's extremely inconvenient to be such a procrastinator. Being a small business owner someone who is the image of their own livelihood, sometimes I think FUCK why didn't I just learn not to be a lazy ass.

Moral of the story. Dont let your kids be lazy asses. Cuz they will just grow up to be older lazy asses.

Apparently Fire safe cigarettes were created in a effort to either kill smokers or stop people from smoking all together. The added chemical used to make them fire safe is a derivative of something included in glue sticks? The reasoning for all this is to get America ready for nationalized health care. Prior to the health care stir the government would have wanted you to get sick and get various forms of cancer so that they could treat the american people with overpriced healthcare and overpriced medications. Other countries with nationalized health care have already made steps to make there citizens healthier by dissuading them from using harmful substances by creating incentives and deterrents. The government changes there whole approach to sickness when it appears that they may be footing the bill of every fat american.